Thanks for your message. If you're looking for an opportunity to reflect, why not join me and some other AMED people at Deep Open, on 19th May? You can find out more here: http://www.amed.org.uk/events/deep-open
Other meet-ups happen from time to time - and you can always organise one yourself! If you join a particular group (e.g. London region, coaching etc) you can 'send a message to the whole group' proposing a date / theme / location, and take it from there.